Tuesday, October 8, 2013
Venus in furs.
I bought the guitar for Anna.
Why I was in Hamburg I cannot remember now.
Or rather I bought the guitar to make myself more interesting to Anna.
She dyed her hair black when all the other girls were dying their hair blonde.
She hung out with artists.
The guitar was cheap and broken but it was a guitar and I guessed that if I carried a guitar she would assume that I could play it.
But I could carry it around as if I could.
And I could carry it around as if I could play it better than any-one else could... I was the Hendrix of guitar poseurs.
Anna wore a mink.
Guymond suggested the old man, Guymond could see that my posturing with a broken guitar was getting me no-where, the old man fixed instruments. Violins mostly..
He lived behind the Reeperbahn above a shop. He was a Jew and had lived there through the war but I didn't ask how and he didn't say why.
He just did.
He asked me did I play.
He asked me why then I needed the guitar.
I told him about Anna.
He said: Oh yes Venus in Furs.
He said he'd fix the guitar but that would fix nothing.
The old man was right.